[ He knows that it's unfair to make Link promise such things. It's outside of their control, after all. And that lack of agency over their life... it's... grating on Allen. Just for once, they should be able to choose something. For fucking once. If Allen gets to choose one thing, would it not be to have those he cares about at his side? He wishes Johnny and Lavi were here as well, but... as it is... at least he isn't alone. But if Kanda, Tim and Link do leave?
Oh, he thinks what little he has left of his sanity may leave him.
It's hard to even think about what happened earlier today. That stupid kiss with Kanda, that dumb fight - all just lost to Allen's desperate need to keep these boys at his side. He does really have to talk to Kanda after this. If for no other reason to make sure he knows that Kanda is important to him, and he does want Kanda to do this with him. Ugh. He doesn't even know how he's going to bring this news up to him...
He shivers a bit, trying to hold back tears as he keeps his head buried. ]
I'm sorry. [ That his this fragile. That he's been reckless enough that Link feels the need to protect him with his life. That he's making him promise things he can't. The list goes on. ] Thank you.
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Date: 2026-03-15 07:18 pm (UTC)Oh, he thinks what little he has left of his sanity may leave him.
It's hard to even think about what happened earlier today. That stupid kiss with Kanda, that dumb fight - all just lost to Allen's desperate need to keep these boys at his side. He does really have to talk to Kanda after this. If for no other reason to make sure he knows that Kanda is important to him, and he does want Kanda to do this with him. Ugh. He doesn't even know how he's going to bring this news up to him...
He shivers a bit, trying to hold back tears as he keeps his head buried. ]
I'm sorry. [ That his this fragile. That he's been reckless enough that Link feels the need to protect him with his life. That he's making him promise things he can't. The list goes on. ] Thank you.